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Let go

Sunday, September 21, 2008

My parents have been hassling me to clean out my closet and throw out all the clothes I dont wear anymore. I basically don't even wear half the things in my closet, unless I come across it flying out my closet as I open it, seeing as my closet is literally a swamp fest of clothes shoved in together. Most of the clothes in there are old and I can't wear them anymore cos I've grown out of them and they're too small for me =( But I still keep them.

This is why my closet is getting fuller and fuller, even though I clean out my closet semesterly. Even though I know I wont wear that clothing item ever again, I still keep it. It's like I can't let go of it cos I'm too attached to my old stuff.

It's stupid, I know. I really have to learn to not get too attached to things and I have to learn to let go. I've been pondering about letting go and getting over it, but I can't. It's so stupid to still keep it and hope to wear it someday cos it's NEVER going to happen and I know it. Even Joanne said once "I thought you were trying to get over it..." him
And I do want to just freaking get over it but I'm a stubborn idiot who just can't...not right now. I think it's pretty obvious I'm not talking about the clothes in my closet anymore lol.

Dracula is AWESOMESOME!!! Jamie, I like it xD Especially the "the bitch is faking it" in a so matter-of-factly tone ahahaha and the scene where Simon chops the dude's head off in the carpark and it goes WHOOOSH to the garbage bin rofl!

I have a fever ~.~ I've been stuck with a wet cloth that gets warm too quickly on my forehead, held by a headband all night! Must recover by informal T.T

Labels: clothes, life