Last ass tomorrow
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Stressed with Art and Truongs today...I was doing art last night, so I didnt have time to do truongs hw...thankfully Joanne is here, because without her, I wouldnt have been able to do (more like copying xD) truongs hw that quickly hehe
Maths competition today- it was HARD, and I started guessing after question 8; that went for two periods...
THEN period 3, we had MATHS arrrghh, so much maths in one day ! English was just listening to more speechies :) so relieved that I did my speech already, unlike SOMEONE who STILL didnt do their speech yet!! hint: he starts with a t and ends with hang.
I finished my art sculpture today ^^ it looks like a pile of junk glued together.
There was some stupid fight going on at the bottom of the stairs, and spectators started from the circle at the bottom of the stairs, leading up the stairs and along the balcony bridge thing WTH.
Met up with Macfielders today, and HELEN and DAVINA weren't there =.= so i couldnt sponsor her for MS ...i later found out from Emily what happened :S ..Louis bought a NEW school scarf today, which I have to admit, looks way better than my tattered old one, but i still love mine more ;)
At Truongs today, we got our test results for differentiation back...yay, i did fine ;) and he didnt pick on me today as well :) Sophie needed to talk to Truong after class so my mum was gonna come later than usual...SORRY Tu for giving you the WRONG book! -_-
And staying up late to do art~
Artartartart~~~~~~~~~~~
Labels: friends, maths, sleepy, stress, tired, tutor
On not being a chicken
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
I'M A BRAVE CHICKEN! XD woot woot! Speech over and done with! Yay~ the feeling is so good! I sorta embarrassed myself at the beginning of English, when Little was asking for the people that were gonna volunteer today...and in an attempt to secure a position for a speech today and sorta fighting over 4th place with Emerson (I lost), I made myself sound too eager.
At reccess, Himakshi, Joanne and I went off to practice our speeches, using Joanne's dodgy timer :P
Anyways, usually with speeches, one would think you get less and less nervous as you talk. I was already really nervous, and I got even MORE nervous as I was presenting... My legs were feeling wobbly and they were shaking and I couldn't stop it! and my voice went funny and shaky and I spoke too fast and stuttered; and my hands trembled too! All the nervousness signs... and i went over the time limit by THREE seconds ha ha ha...
BUT EXTREMELY relieved and satisfied that I volunteered to do the speech today and this was how i motivated/forced myself to volunteer for speechie today: an attempt to make some sort of deal with Thangface, who was unfair with his deal offer in which i silily agreed to yesterday, but changed this morning in the presence of Ryan hahah so theres a witness xD ...im not making much sense but Thang, if you're reading this, you BETTER do your speech tomorrow!!
And Joanne was so brave today! She volunteered to go FIRST..wooahhh and she seemed really calm when she was presenting heheh though I know she wasnt calm at all. You just gotta IGNORE HANCOCK, and all the other weird faces you THINK you see!
I continued practicing a duet with Angela today in music, and occassionally turning around to watch Anne and David play duets.
In ice skating today, I skated mostly with Shell :D and then both Jamies, Shell, Vicky, Khoi and I went out of the rink to talk about random stuff LOL...and James was acting like a terrorist with his scarf ahahahah
Someone from another school fell or something, cos there were spots of blood in the rink omahgah.
St Johns people come to ice skating now, and they all drag themselves using the walls xD and me and jamie were like 'ooh that use to be us' :D
and cos Ashley ditched me today for her mock trial, I walked to the T way station with a random year 9ner cos there was no one else as Chun and the others were already off...lols, the year 9er probably thinks im weird, cos he was said there was nothing to be afraid of when walking to the bus stop, but I was paranoid when we were walking past the bridge place~
ohyeah, SUNNYMAN and WENDY are so cheesy and cute when they're together =DLabels: english, friends, relieved, school
Brrr...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
SOOO COLD and WINDY and COLD COLD COLD BBbbRRrrrRrr... its been the coldest all month today and yesterday, cos its so windy. I usually love the cold because I love the feeling of being warm, snuggled with a blanket and feeling cosy during the cold. Today though was just waaay too windy.
Well, in the morning I found out that today would be just a LITTLE bit less colder than yesterday ..so I dug into my cupboard for my Paul Frank beanie heheh xD
I didnt do english speech today, but I will volunteer tomorrow!! Yes I shall, you cannot tell me otherwise. I really must should can could might will do it! But I have a confession to make: I'm a big ginormous scaredy chicken when it comes to speeches! =.= and everyone that's been up have presented really good speeches !! how can I compete with them?!
Nearly finished my crappy sculpture that looks like nothing but junk in art... just need to paint it now ^________^". It has no sentimental value to me at all. I can't wait until we can do our own stuff in year 12 and choose our own mediums and concepts!!!
Changed rooms for chem today, we did worksheets... Davis was advertising the other subject she teaches, which is Senior Science. I think I might drop music for it ~.~ Not sure yet though, but I really can't find any motivation for music these days... and Craig really isn't an inspiring teacher of any sort at all. Maybe I need to find a muse for music hahahha.
Shivering to death at lunch while talking to people x) I went with Jamie to Year committee meeting (eventhough I'm not in it xD) and in the end of the meeting, the teacher goes to me and a few other people there for other purposes 'are you with this committee?' cos I kept wandering in and out hahah
In ag, we had fun with wet soil- well, I was saved as Joanne was the one who had the fun with the soil ehehehe^^ Started learning a duet with Angela in music today =D I'm sooo bad at sight reading lol
In the train after school, OMG Joanne is sooo sweet and is an ubertastically awesome friend! So kind, and generous and CARING XDDDDDDD I TAKE BACK ALL THE HORRIBLE THINGS I EVER SAID TO YOU, DEAR!!
YAY Plan annoying is in action! to Mr. patrickstar squarey pants
Labels: awesome, english, friends, school
Stupid english
Monday, July 28, 2008
STUPID ENGLISH SPEECH is finally done! but I have yet to present it.. I wanna volunteer tomorrow, but I'll probably chicken out...I definitely want to have presented it by the end of Thursday though.
Well, this morning Davina called me just as i was about to enter the gates to school from the station and me being very blind, I didnt know where she was until she told me to try looking up hehehe^^
Art, I nearly finished my sculpture, and I was supergluing the button eyes of my keyring, Stitchy, cos it was coming loose, and now its unmovable xDD Chem, we did work the whole lesson. Ag was work as well. Music, Craig forgot about us O.o so the class took the lesson as a prac lesson...and i tired, trying to keep an alert face. So i talked to Andrea and Anne to keep my mind awake, then we were just listening to Angela playing and I was really tired so i resorted to my bag. Then i talked a bit to Thang before we had maths. =)
Well, at lunch today the newbies went to the peaceful place, freezing to death as it was sooo cold! Jamie's cardigan is so warm :) It felt really relaxed, despite the cold wind blowing hard onto our faces...and i had to act as a windshield? for Shell and Joanne >.>
It was raining after school, and we used Joanne's monkey umbrella hahah =D Then, in the train, Joanne cut herself with the umbrella, i think O.o ..awww her expression was so cute xD "oops..i cut myself" *stares at cut*
When I got out of the train, Monica and Sully were there ^^
And i was timing myself for english speech in the t way, while a man who smelt like cigarette smoke (horrible stench! but i was on the inner seat so i couldnt escap) sat next to me...hmm Ashley? did you lose your bus pass?
Well, I was feeling bad about something after talking to a cousin, but irritation has quickly replaced that. MUST not succumb to peer pressure!Labels: annoy, friends, happy, rain, station
English Stinks
Sunday, July 27, 2008
ATTEMPTED to continue to write my english speech this morning, but resided to art instead ~.~ actually, I was just using liquid paper to randomly draw things on my VAPD cover. Well, at least I did something creative, but still annoyed at myself for not doing anything in the morning.
Then in the afternoon, I tried to do some english, but I was really stuck and I don't know how to continue the speech, so I only managed two more paragraphs in the arvo...
I went english tutor afterwards and I was trying to do my speech during the break, but I got side tracked cos the teacher was telling a funny story that had happened to her- so no speech done there.
And now, I'm blogging instead of doing the speech, in which I could've thought of a couple more words to write down in my speech. and I only have 1 minute and 48 seconds of my speech so far.
English stinks ass holes !!
Labels: english, stress
Headaches are horrible
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Too much english in one day plus my lack of sleep over the week =.= I almost fell asleep in chem tutor today and i just re-watched my related text again to find more techniques... my eyes are gonna shrink!
Why do we get so many assignments all due in the same small clump of time?! WHY can't it be SPREADED out?! Well, sometimes it's good so we get it over and done with, but arrgghh I don't want to do any assignments now or ever.
The prospect of this is depressing, and I'll be having almost sleepless nights until all assessments are done, due to my lack of organisational skills... and what also added oil to the fire is that my tutor chem teacher said in his comment on my dot points that I scanned his giving work and resubmitted it.
Like seriously, WHUT!?! I only scanned 2 diagrams from his worksheets on each module, but the rest and written part is in my own work! ARGGHH so annoyed at this. Even though I'm not the only one with that comment, it irritates me that he would think that!
Assignments are lame; Printers are dumb; Headaches are gay; English is gayer; Public speaking sucks; tutor is tiring; tutoring teachers expect too much and I feel stupid right now because I cant hack it.
Its not even year 12 yet, and I still haven't change my bad habits of waking up late; showering late; staying up late; leaving assignments to the last minute; doing whatever I feel like at home, bleehh...i made myself a timetable, which I never ever stick to! its like there's no order to the pattern of my daily non-existent routine ~.~
*sigh I really gotta get my organizational act together soon.
And I still have that headache..
P.S. Thank you for all your help Katherine!
Labels: chemistry, english, tired
Friday :)
Yesterday, I missed morning class cos i slept in =D ..which totally pwns Emerson just being late to morning class hehehe^^
Well, Ag assessment was due yesterday, so when I woke up at like 7.30, and me being a last-minute person, I went on the comp to print my assignment, but THEN in the most *inserts sarcasm* perfect timing of the most perfect day, my main printer screws up on me by printing bits and pieces of the page. In other words, it ran out of ink =.=
SO, using plan B, I transfered my assignment to the laptop printer, and it prints ONE page before saying 'Replace Cartridge, Black' so THAT printer screwed up on me too!
So there you have it folks;
And the moral of the story is: sometimes, you can never trust your printers ~.~ cos they get old and dodgy
*ahem...the REAL lesson is don't leave things to the last minute!
So I was stressing at school, cos I was worried that the library might be closed at recess cos it was closed the day before. And the hallucinations came in =.= Joanne and Bav would know what Im talking about LOL , yeah, after assembly, during recess (wasnt recess YET) I thought I heard the bell and I was gonna go library, but there was no bell. See what stress can do to you? >.>
Well, afterwards, in the library, I went on a senior computer :) and me, Sukhi, Becci, + were doing ag/printing ag. My computer made the weirdest noise O.o it sounded like a bomb, and the frequency went louder and louder, like a kettle boiling or something ^.~ Came a bit late to Ag but assignment was handed in on time so all good x) Thanks Sukhi, for logging me in and printing for me! xD damnit, Craig stil; hasnt coded our ID cards yet..and Thank You Himakshi, for your last minute help during the end of recess!! Really appreciated, guys. ;)
Anyways, at lunch, I went to the canteen to buy yummy and unhealthy warm noodles! it tasted sooo good and warm :D Waited pretty long to order, even though i was first at the canteen =.= cos the student who volunteered neglected the line i was in. Well, when i was out of the line, Jamie, Thang, Irvin, Bhavya, Sunny + were ALL waiting for food harhar~
The chip vending machine was open and they were giving away free chips! xD Irvin and Thang went to get some, but when we checked, we found out it was expired/best before a while ago~ NO WONDER it was FREE. BUT Thang ate it anyways O.O I think he was uberly hungry ^^
haha, then one of Sunny's friends said that one of the Jap girls looked like him, so i walked right in front of her, looked at her and walked back xDD i think she thinks Im weird, and she DOES look like him =)
Then at the table area, Khoi randomly hugs the tree, and Mr Marsh walks right past hahahaha caught in the moment! LOL then Irvin and Jamie were sitting on the bench talking, and Jamie usually has really rosy cheeks, so this is sorta how my conversation with Khoi was;
Me: Jamie looks like she's blushing, yeah?
Khoi: hey you're right, it DOES look like she's blushing
Me: you DO know she's actually not
Khoi: yeah, natural blush ehhh? I betcha in the morning she slaps her cheeks to make them red
AHAHAHA and he did a demonstration: *Khoi pretending to slap his cheeks one at a time* every time he pretended to slap his cheek, he goes must look good! must look good!
SO hilarious, but you HAVE to be there to to find it hilarious xDDD
Well, Sus caught the t way today :) and when i asked her, she said my keyring looks weird but it also looked cute ^^ SO, I conclude that she sorta has good taste :) unlike some OTHER people *nudgenudge WELL, I gave it a name: STITCHY!
When I got home, I ate then slept. When I woke up, I had a late dinner and then played Sherlock Holmes: The mystery of the persian carpet on the laptop XD the graphics are really nice and realistic! then my cousins Ben and Chloe came and Davina called so I was talking to Davina, while playing with Chloe (she's 5) and telling Ben what to do in Sherlock Holmes. Well, Ben came to inform me that he'll probably get RICE fest. invitations and he was encouraging me and and my brother to go , something he's done for a while so I might actually go this year lols.
then my dad turned off the main comp and the net, so I didnt blog or facebook yesterday and I slept at 10.30 Aren't you proud of me, Ashley? :DLabels: assessment, friends, tree hugger
24/7 <--its a pun! ok..that was lame .
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Chem results back today and I'm absolutely hopeless! I got a mark that will probably scale my ranking down atrociously. Well, this time I'm DEFINITELY not showing it to my chem peak teacher.
Well, chemistry competition was today, which was horrifying and a bit stupid as well. To readers who have done the chem, THE DOCTOR QUESTION was weird O.o how does it even relate?!
Well, Joanne and I studied for Truongs during most of lunch time and the test was actually not too bad ^^" and Jamie and I have formed a habit of taking long walks and talks, no matter how the conditions are e.g. the rain today lol xD and Irvin is still..err...burnt? from the sun as he is still darker than his normal skin colour AHAHA reminds me of those people who sun bake with sunnies on and end up being darker everywhere except for around their eyes LOL well, irvin's case is fine :)
Hmm and Gorgor sorted out his thing so thats good to hear =) Well, really, not much happened today except for stressing about Truongs test..
OH and on the bus today, Ashley was the ONLY person so far to say that the keyring on my phone looks CUTE! xDD This, in comparison to Joanne's reply .
ME: look Joanne! isn't it cute?! *shows her keyring
JO: *stares at it* its looks ugly!
and Sukhi wasn't any better
Sukhi: What the hell is it suppose to be? O.o
SO I congratulate Ashley for her great taste x)
But then, Ashley was being MEAN to me as well, but now i can't remember what it was...at least people who reads this will know the truth about Ashley XDD ahahah
Truongs was alright...I sorta kinda -ish reunited with an old friend, KIM :D but it took a while to remember where i knew her hahahah then after tutor, my mummy was already there so i had to go straight away. My dad has night shift today :(
ANYWAYS, im almost finished with Ag and shall have a late snackkk before i retreat to my comfy bed =D people have been commenting on my panda eyes today as well =.= Which reminds me, LOL so funny in the morning. irvin said I had panda eyes so i started retorting and then i asked Michelle if i did and she looks at both me and Irvin (with his cheeky face mode) and says 'You both have panda eyes' and Irvin's face just dropped to a glaring one LOL but of course, you have to be there to find it funny =)
EDIT:// Ashley wasnt mean to me (bribed me to eat my kebab) actually it was a good thing lol, but she was being mean to a random STRANGER, noticing a random plaited blonde rat tail out of the hole at the back of his cap in contrast to his black hair AHAHHAHA Labels: chemistry, cold, friends, rain, tutor
Talking is fun
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHOIFISH!!! I think I gave you more than enough birthday punches spreaded throughout the day =p and I love the card that Geoff and Sunny gave to Khoi ahahaha
Well, dead tired in the morning... and was called up to the office.. I really dislike that office lady! -___________- she should be more CLEAR about things
Well anyways, Ryan made me feel a teeny bit smarter today cos he asked me to help him on something in chem ^^ and yeah, Little asked about english hw..which i dont think i'll have time to do...so i probably wont do it. THEN, after roll call, Thang vigorously waved to me to compensate for the lack of waving/greeting yesterday ...which continued throughout the day hahah
We had a prac for Ag, so its going to be theory for the rest of the week...and our music class had a free period because Mr. Craig was examining Yr 12 trials or something..and I was really tired then =.= and uber sleepy, so I ate my lunch hoping to get some energy in, as some people commented on my tiredness as well
For Jamie, who doesnt remember what we did at recess; YOU, Vicky, Joanne and I went to that peaceful place and we talked x)
Then, had maths then it was LUNCH :) i was gonna buy food from the canteen, but something more important came up, and so no junk food for me, making me more hungry :(
ICE SKATING TODAY and was listening to Jamie's asian music on her phone in the bus lol then, ice skated! xD well, I sorta forgotten how to ice skate backwards since i learnt it the previous sport day, which was before holidays, so I had to re-learn it. Vicky and little vincent didnt ice skate today and stayed in the corner of the place and talked :)
THEN, Jamie and I went off the rink to talk in the little corner where Vicky and Vincent were in. x] those type of talks are awesome !
Then, Thang, Chun, Tony and Kevin sneaked into ice skate LOL no one can fit into my shoe size. (same size as michelle and joanne:) ) I went into the rink a bit more, almost tripped, took sneak shots of Thang, got my scarf stolen, got tired, then went out to buy hot chips with Jamie =D
Ashley waited for me while i waited for chips and getting my name marked off. THANK YOU ASHLEY!
Which reminds me, when Ashley and I were walking toward the T way station, she kept on making me curious with something she DID to (direct quote from ashley) 'something that is yours' LOL, che it was just the fact that SHE reads my blog too. Hello Ashley *waves! got home at around 2.40 cos i doodled home from the bus stop and had a yummilicious afternoon meal :)
Labels: chemistry, freezing, friends, happy, talk
Cold sore
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I have a freaking cold sore! it burns and stings like crazy, especially when i touch it! GAHH!!!
-Well, something embarrassing happened to me today in the morning =.=
-ANYWAYS, yeah not much happened today that concerns me, but MUCH happened.
-Oooo and J~~~n~ , xD im rooting for you! not that i should be rooting for YOU, but for AD instead LOL =D gyahahah
-omg, I'm getting so lazy at blogging that I'm mentioning random things and not making much sense. This is what happens when you try to blog everyday.
-Hmm.. Sunny has a pda thingmabob and it was cool! ahaha tagged it and changed the owner's name xP
-Art rooms looking good now =D
-A special mention to Thang who SNOBBED me at lunch. hahahah no hard feelings *shifty gaze
-There is a particular office lady i dont like, but i wont mention her name lol
-Jamie knows about this office lady (the first one i talked to, jamie!)
-Himakshi studies so well x)
-Shell gives out the best type of compliments bahahaha xD
-Gorgor! stress less~
-Sukhi is so smart xD
-Tomorrow is Khoifish's BIRTHDAY! haha you're gonna be an old fart like the rest of us ;P
-my brother tells bad jokes and laughs at them =.=
-I am so unorganised, and im not even sticking to my new years' resolutions
-Emily has the memory of a goldfish! :D
-HAVE FUN at camp Macfielders!
-Gyahh, truongs differentiation test on thursday ~.~
-Sport tomorrow!
-Mummy made pho today so we had pho for dinner
-I HATE assessments
-Ben is so committed to his opinions HAHAH
-Went back into history with something..
-I LIKE FOOD. XD
-ok...im being really random, i should uhh sleep now.
-CHEESERIC is a LAMO :D
-This post ends HERE
P.S DAMNIT! i've been trying to send my work to chem tutor teacher since Saturday, but its always a POST DELIVERY FAILURE cos his mailbox is FULL! Labels: cold, freezing, friends, random, sore, windy
School's back
Monday, July 21, 2008
Amazingly, i woke up early today and my mummy decided to drive me so that she could hand in an application form for my brother to apply for the school next year :D
Michelle came with a cute pencil case for me and a little teddy for Joanne as our belated birthday presents! xD Thanks Shell! Irvin came in with panda eyes due to WYD hahah x) You need your sleep, Irvy! and then after morning class, Vicky and Jamie presented Joanne and I with GINORMOUS plushies! Fully KAWAII! xDD ahahahah Thank you Vicky and Jamie! Then recess was spent at the peaceful place with Joanne and lunch was spent at the newbie table AND the peaceful place many more people lols
Well, after school i went orthodontics to fix power chain cos it broke...AGAIN! and yeah, they merged my next check up with this appointment to save time yay~ Then met up with my mummy at Westfields and bought food, and went to a family friend's house cos it was her birthday yesterday :) HAHAH i was given many compliments from her mum. Translation from viet 'Woww..you're so tall now, i'll wouldnt recognise you if i passed you on the streets' plus more in which I'm embarrassed to say ><
Then went home and yeah actually DID some work! =)
So much more to say, but i can't reveal any more.
Labels: annoy, friends, school
End of procrastination
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Holidays end and ONE more term until year 12... The prospect of this is daunting, but I'm glad school is back so I HAVE to do work now. I felt so unproductive these holidays, solely procrastinating... with a hint of tutor study and bits and pieces of assessment working. Hence, I'm annoyed at myself that I've used this given time un-wisely. DAMNIT!
Someone! give me time management and organisation lessons~
Labels: procrastination
Dot dot dot...
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Spent the whole day doing chem tutor dot point summaries... I should've planned my time out in installments instead of doing it all today =.= I tetris-ed in my breaks as well, and also stressed together with Katherine W on msn too LOL ... and my brother's friends came today so they could practice their dance for a PE assessment task LOL and I started taking sneak shots of them dancing, ESPECIALLY my brother and the girl that likes him lol =P
I didnt go piano lessons today due to DOT points- not good at all! ... and I didnt even finish all the summaries, but when the teacher collects the work, they were in a bunch so i'll just email it to him tomorrow, saying I didnt finish it; which is the TRUTH =D Monica wasn't here today so I sat next to Sully who had cool gloves x) and Tu gave me one of the gloves for a 'late birthday present', so I wore it during the whole lesson.
Eddie full snobbed me cos he and Phillip were going to the washroom after their physics class, and so i sat down for Chem, and their rubbish (empty oily box for hot chips, and random tissues) were on my table. So when Eddie walked pass to leave from the washroom i was like 'Hey Eddie, you forgot your stuff!' and he just ignored me and walked pass =.= BUT I think he didn't hear me, or I would like to believe that HAHA ...and Phillip being nicer, saw my gesture to get rid of the rubbish and took it away~ YAY
Ate dinner when I got home and my cousin brought over the text I'm gonna use for my English Speech! Yay~ I shall watch it tomorrow! ..but its R18+ rated, HOPEFULLY that's American rating, so its actually MA here; too much violence I guess.. then I watched a bit of TV then, my cousin tutored me over the net/phone, THEN I got lazy and played tetris AGAIN lalala
And HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO GEOFF & LAURA!Labels: chemistry, tutor
Food and Laziness
Friday, July 18, 2008
Oh my God :( Played tetris all afternoon AGAIN! Such a waste of valuable time. I mean, I didn't go ice skating with macfielders today so I could finish syllabus dot points for chem tutor BUT WHAT DID I END UP DOING? =="
I forgot to mention that yesterday my daddy installed a skylight ceiling window :) I looovee skylights xDD and after years of expressing my fondness of skylights, my daddy finally bought one a few weeks ago hehehe. I feel so appreciative towards my dad right now =D
It has been exactly one year since my grandma passed away, so I was a bit out of it this morning, but all good now. For dinner I had tomato soup ^^ and my brother wanted some of my soup and he was like 'if you say more than three words in a sentence, I get a sip of your soup' LOL.
And speaking of my brother, he was really happy today because my dad bought him two pairs of the Puma shoes that he's wanted for ages and there was a lot of laughing and joke telling during dinner x) including my mummy learning the slang term 'get lost' and saying it to my brother at one point hahahah xDDD
Watching Princess Diaries now :) and School of Rock later maybe hahahLabels: anniversary, food, tetris
Phone Calls
Thursday, July 17, 2008
I'm ashamed of myself. I skipped breakfast today because I woke up at 11.47am! *shockgasphorror* omFISH! I NEVER skip breakfast so I feel bad about it.
Well, tetris-ed most of the afternoon, but sadly I haven't been able to beat anyone else, nor have I beaten my personal best yet >.> and I cant play now cos I'll get capped...Truongs today was uberly fine :) I finally noticed that Tu had a haircut xD no wonder it was spiked up so much last week hehehe ...and I told myself today before class it doesn't if I get the answer wrong. Its just tutor !! and YUS, with that attitude, I wasn't as nervous as usual and I got the answers right... bwahahahahaa.
Today, Truong decided to bring up the fact that he has known me since I was a toddler and he started telling the whole class some of my baby stories!!! WHY YOU DO THAT FOR, SIR?! EMBARASSMENT MUCH?An uber loong (but not as long as yesterday's talk) phone talk with somebody ELSE today.. with a certain GORGOR =) haa, and it brought back so many good old memories for me xDAnd I just realised Jason has forgotten my birthday this year. I am very appalled. I'm only kidding Jason, cos you wanted to be mentioned haha.. I still adore you, my eating-spree-er maple story mate :DLabels: food, phone, tetris, tutor
Parratmatta again ;)
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Went to Parramatta today with my family for the allergy appointment thing. Then we ate at the Vietnamese restaurant again, and I had pho tai nam. THEN we went shopping and my daddy commented on the lack of boots I own (I only have 2 ><) and he was really nice today as he boot shopped with me and made me go into all these boot and shoe stores so that i could buy another pair! xD but then i realised its probably because the winter stock season is gonna end soon and all the fashion/footwear/what have you is on sale! LOLS well, i was still really happy cos my dad NEVER clothes or shoe shops with me xD
Yeah, I saw Lily in one of the shoe shops! LOL and i bought a pair of boots from there 70% off! =DD
and I also found out Daryl and Nick were at Parra today so i could've seen them =)
and HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO DARYL AND VIVIENNE! xD
and CONGRATULATIONS to HELEN who is now a Learners' driver!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LOUIS and SPAZ!
My neighbour came over today (the YOUNGEST one) and I applied nail polish on her nails x] and we played with balloons :)
and a loong convo on the phone today with someone hehe; thanks for listening xD
Labels: anniversary, Paramatta, phone
Movies and dramas~
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELEN the MELON! xD
WELL, I woke up late today and spent the morning making a card =) ahahah..and I LOVE the card you made me, Helen x] Then after lunch, i went to her house :) and it was like a movie marathon! First, we watched CJ7, the chinese movie with Stephen Chow..SAD BUT COMEDIC :] i liked it though. Then we watched Kung Fu Dunk, the one with Jay Chou and i must say, his acting skills have definitely improved since his Initial D times.. and then we watched a bit of ISWAK2 first episode xDD and somewhere in between all these movies, we had cake and Helen was being scary with the knife ><" and ice-cream + other food LOLS WELL, when i got home, i realised that i dont have ISWAK2 eps 1 and 2 on the CD with Coffee Prince; instead it was My Tutor Friend...so i just watched bits and pieces of that movie again ^^
UPDATE ON TVB: For those who don't know, I watch tvb dramas with my daddy, but sometimes i miss parts of the drama as my daddy is impatient and doesnt wait for me =( Anyways, we just finished The Seventh Day *cries* so sad and now we're watching The Silver Chamber of Sorrows =) pretty interesting so far ...i know Jamie likes this a lot so i'll find out whats good about it soon ^^
Chatting highlights tonight:
-hearing about Geoff's fun with Laura's dog xDD hilarious!
-Ben's argument about WYD..i learnt a lot actually
In Kung Fu Dunk:
Baron Chen 's character running for the bball ^^ hes so cool
Jay Chou's character travelling back in time x]
Labels: birthday, dramas, movies
I'm starting to hate the word procrastination now
Monday, July 14, 2008
I DID A SIXTH of AG assessment today! xD only half of question 1, but I feel productive! Then, I started procrastinating and playing tetris and I beat Jamie BWAHAHAHA ... then I continued with ag and then just chatted and ate pocky after dinner til now.. and I need to go downstairs to get another box hehehe^^ and i had a very long and interesting convo with geoff gorgor today =)
Well, tomorrow has many things going on...There's Helen's birthday =D, the party at Laura's for Dana, the Livo outing, World Youth Day...Well, sadly I can't be at two places at once, and I want to see Helen on her birthday so there's my choice =D
...and now im watching Miss Universe because I'm uber bored and Thang's watching it, waiting for someone to stack it AHAHHAA. How slack :P
/I'm really grateful to have become your friend too, D.! don't ever doubt that :)
Labels: agriculture, games
Internet Gaming
Sunday, July 13, 2008
My cousin Lisa slept over last night! SHE was the one who wrote the last half of my previous post xD We stayed up to 1am playing the Biggest Brain Game on facebook! xD and then we had our traditional midnight gossip sesh until we fall asleep x)
Today, we woke up when it was nearly lunch hehehe... and then played the Brain Test for about two hours until we FINALLY got into the top three amongst my friends ...and this is NOT cheating :P ....its called co-operation and team work :) Then, my brother, cousin and I played the 'world's hardest game' and we got to level 10 before we gave up. I went english tutor afterwards then after dinner, Lisa and I were internet-ing before she left.
Tomorrow, I'll actually DO HOMEWORK for sure and NOT procrastinate! =D
and a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNE! x3
Labels: cousins, games, internet, tutor
I love cousins
Saturday, July 12, 2008
I went to Fairfield Market today after piano lessons with my parents and brother :) and mainly my dad was shopping for tools while I bought myself a kebab and ribena =D I love my food x] During my daddy's shopping time, my brother and I waited at the stadium grounds BEHIND Fairfield market...and i just sat there comtemplating over stuff..
Then we went home and I went to tutor...I was sort of out of it most of the time, thinking too much about something; Joanne walked past me today and I spotted BOOTS!! =D ahahah its taken a while, but i finally get to see Joanne in boots, even if its not her favourite ones x) AND i didnt manage to complete my mission for my cousin Ben today because tutor finished late again.
Afterwards, my cousins Katherine and Lisa came to have a mini family dinner with us :)
and then Katherine tutored Belinda. During this time, Belinda found out that the capitol photos were actually stickers and that 'the dark knight' is batman XD gosh she's hilarious. For some reason, Belinda which is the person writing this blog is typing in third person.
Belinda then said that she was going to have a shower while watching alvin and the chipmunks because she has a tv in her bathroom. When i say tv, i mean toilet so she then pee-ed on the "toilet" which can also mean that she was watching alvin and the chipmunks on the toilet.
No, im just kidding, this isnt belinda as you may have realised.
this is someone much more retarded :D
who is going to be sleeping in belinda's room tonight *perverted smile*
and im a man mwuahahahaha
and i have a crush on whats-his-name.
Goodnight fart pelletsLabels: cousins, movie, tutor
City outing
Friday, July 11, 2008
City today~ resulted with 10 people that went :D well, we were at Market City, ME being the only one eating and it was 11.30! actually, cos i guess most people ate breakfast late? lol...then Irvin went and bought a sushi box, which was quickly emptied due to everyone else eating part of it =) Nick shouted me CHICKEN KARAAGE RAMEN with a side dish of dumpling-like food called gyoza or something, as he still owed me from our English bet (plus bday present, i guess? haha). Thanks Nicholas Chun Lik Lee!! :D I saved $14.30 and he kept insisting i get something EXPENSIVE as well ahahaha. I was SOOO full after that I didn't even manage to even finish the last two gyoza dumplings. Me?! not finish food?!??! WHAT?!.
Afterwards, I wanted to take caps, seeing as I can't go out to the city very often with friends, and it was pretty fun! except Nick and Vicky's friends didnt want to be in it so we were trying to drag Nick in most of the time while posing. Irvin wanted to try the skill tester thingys, but didnt end up doing it cos it will WASTE money and it's so dodgy.
Then, we went down to Darling Harbour to play laser tags, except it was all booked until 3 so we played pool instead. x) Me and Vicky vs. Irvin and Nick and OMG, we were SOOO close, but we lost by one ball, which was the black 8 one =.= hahahah...oh wells, fun game. Afterwards, Laura, Vicky, Vicky's friends Marsha, Lisa and Jonaye and I sat in a line and watched the pool game between the guys. I talked to Laura for a while and she's really nice! Geoff dear, you have a very cool girlfriend! but you already know that xD
We all went downstairs afterward cos most people hadn't eaten yet and it was 3 already! O.O not my usual eating pattern so I only scabbed chips off Nick. Geoff wanted to play Mahjong so we went to the place, but i had to go soon, and Vicky did as well which sorta led to everyone leaving and so no one ended up playing mahjong LOL yeah and when we were in the train, i was TIRED AS and we had to squish Me, Laura, Geoff, and Emerson all into the three seater ><" so tight and AWW Geoff and Laura are such a cute couple! xDD ^________^ Then i got to Livo station and my mummy picked me up! xD and we bought Kebabs :D Well, thats basically the outline of today. =)

Labels: city, food, friends, photos, station
IM LEGAL ;P
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Thank you to all the people that remembered this day! ahaha you may think I'm a bit weird, but every year, I have a tendency to write down the order of who wishes me happy birthday xD ON the day and I shall post this up today. Thank you my dearies!!! You guys are the second bestest! (AFTER me, of course :P ahemJOKES)
1. Irvin
2. Emerson
3. Jamie
4. Dona
5. Cathy
6. Davina
7. Joanne
8. Laurence (brother) he bought me an omelette maker so i could make omelettes for him haha
9. Helen THANKS FOR THE EMAIL TOO
10. Sheena
11. Daddy MP3
12. Mummy
13. Janet Phu
14. Grand daddy gave me red packet money
15. Aunty from QLD
16. Aunty from America -clothes
17. Sumaiya
18. Janine
19. Tomie
20. Mary
21. Joseph aka Butch
22. Daryl
23. Bernie
24. Sunny
25. Little Vincent
26. Kevin
27. Bored of Studies LOL
28. Lily Thank you guys for your
29. Emily lovely presents :)
29a. Louis
30. Bavithra
31. Thang
32. Shell
33. Jen Do
34. Eddie
35. Himakshi
36. Katherine L
37. Nick
38. Susanna
39. Laura
40. Geoff
41. Monica
42. Bineal
43. Joey
44. Vicky
45. Dylan
46. Emma Fungus :)
47. Bebo birthday calender? wtf
48. Ryan
49. Alvinn
LAST. Khoi fish =P
If you're not on the list, you ought to be ashamed of yourselves =P and if i forgot anyone, it means that i didnt receive or hear anything from you and i blame technology =)
Sadly, this is not as much as last year, but i guess its also because i didnt do anything this year; oh wells x)
EXCEPTIONS/ people who said it before today "JUST in case": Tina, Carmen
ALRIGHTY, about my day...well i slept in, then went shopping at Bonnyrigg Plaza LOLS ...then had a yummilicious lunch! xD THEN went tutor, then HAD CARAMEL CHOCOLATE CAKE! i didnt really want a party this year cos i couldnt be bothered heehee^^"
EDIT:// BELATED PPL - Linh, Kymme bro, Lena, Prasanthi, big vincent, Spaz, Sully, Tu
Labels: birthday, list
Paramatta
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Today I went to Paramatta with my mummy and brother to yet again have this acupressure thing to get rid of allergies... in my case, my hayfever and asthma, but I don't really believe it works so yeah.... ANYWHO, it was nearly 11 when we finished and on the walk back towards westfields, there was a busker who who beat boxing while playing the flute! It sounded so cool! but I didn't have any change :(
I wanted to go home and rest, whereas my brother wanted to shop. We compromised and we were going to have lunch first and as we were checking out this Viet restaurant just in front of the t way bus stop, someone was waving at us from inside hahah and it was my cousin and aunty =D how awesome! she had no uni or work today, and my mum and aunty were having one of their rare annual days off work! my mum and aunty kept emphasizing the fact that it was fate as if we were meant to meet today LOL O.O
Then after lunch, I was uber full and I wanted to go home, but my brother still persisted on shopping! cos he wanted to buy a jumper hoodie... so bummed around in the shops, giving my brother random comments on how he looked in the jumpers..
THEN I walked passed City Beach! xDD one of my favourite shops, but i usually just window shop cos its so expensive and then find similar styled and cheaper clothing somewhere else.
However, today i bought a bag there! it was $40...not very cheap, but i figured i haven't bought anything for myself in a while so what the hell x) then, when i turned from the register, i saw Grace, Thang's sister! :) hahah but as soon as we said hi, i said i had to go. WHY OH WHY does shyness overtake me in the wrong times?!?!
We caught the T way and went home..OH YEAH! I forgot to mention that my mummy bought me a mp3 today! xDDDD it's an 8gig iriver...i dont know if its a good mp3, but its way better than my old Tevion one, which was from ALDI hahah and yeah, I neglected truongs hw all afternoon, putting music and other random stuff into my new mp3 hehe :) Labels: music, Paramatta, restaurant
=.=" <- my face
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
I feel sick and horrible. The only thing that made me laugh today was That 70s Show, Jamie and my brother. My net will get capped soon. And a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MONICA THE MONSTER! =)
The endLabels: birthday, sick
Angry people and small worlds
Monday, July 7, 2008
Awww man... I'm not getting my braces off by the end of August, but rather by the end of this year, sometime in december! :( I feel sulky, but I want them off now!!! I have an ulcer, which keeps getting scrapped by the braces when I talk and the powerchain is hurting my gums and the elastic keeps slowing down my already slow eating process ==" OH POO.
And today, my dad played the blame game again and its always my fault! and brother did something that annoyed me as hell :(But maybe my dad felt bad cos after lunch, he told my brother to wash the dishes, which he has NEVER done...cos I usually wash it when my mummy's at work...so yeah. And my brother started being adorable afterwards. Maybe he felt bad too. Then I watched 'That 70s show' at 2pm! it was a repeat that I've watched before, but I LOVE that show! xD too bad its not on anymore, and the last episode aired on tv was when i was at Truongs :( Then I pigged out on chips practiced piano for a bit YAY I actually practiced today!
WELL, I musn't procrastinate tomorrow and I shall actually start on my stack of homework! =DLabels: bad, braces, family, food, sushi, tv
Gladiators
Sunday, July 6, 2008
OMG today was the Grand finals of Gladiators! I wanted Paul and Jaquie to win (the blues), but only half of that wish came true. Paul won! YAY~ it was sooo close! But Natasha won for the womens by like 2 seconds!
At english tutor today, I was sooo dead during the first half of the lesson...Miss made me sit in the second row today cos she was too lazy to clear up her papers on the place I was initially sitting at, so I sat next to Tuan today..LOL his new sunnies look like they're for females ;P but it looked fine on him HAHA.. NOT that im saying he looks like a girl hehe. Then, during the break I went to maccas to buy coke and nuggets and when I went to get a straw, I saw one of my brother's lion dancing classmates who is apparently in my tutor class O.o small world...I think I was acting a bit rude cos I kept trying to turn to walk back to class, but he was asking questions so I had to pause and turn back to him... I wanted to desperately go back to class to eat my nuggets! what hunger can do to you.have to wake up early tomorrow to go orthodontics to fix powerchain.and I finished reading 'Fried Green Tomatoes' today xDLabels: english, tutor
Sandwiched between Sullica
Saturday, July 5, 2008
My piano teacher wasn't here so I had this other teacher who graduated a few years ago.
In chem tutor, I sat between Sully and Monica and it was funny and awkward. I was their messenger even though they BOTH heard what was the other person was saying to me LOL. One particular message disturbed me though-
Monica: ask him 'how long?'
Me to Sully: how long...?
Sully: 'it can only go up to that size'
Me: uhh.. what are you guys on about?!
Sully: my penis
AHAHAHA well it wasn't about that, but the queer things that happen between them and their couple fights are sooo cute X] too bad they talk too much, so the teacher doesnt let him sit next to each other and they have to sandwich me
After class, I showed the chem teacher my report, he points to the FAAAR right end of the ranking bar and and taps it a few times before saying 'you need to be in the top 20; not good enough' DAMNIT, 12 places to go! but i think the last assessment's going to pull my rank down :(
I found out that one of my cousin's tall friends accidentally broke my cousin's light by stretching his arms x) AHAHAH...news like this in my family spreads like a wildfire :D and i saw him in tutor today, so I shall rub this in next week. Hopefully he remembers me so it wont be too random :]
OFF to chatting~Labels: bored, chemistry, friends
Looong day yesters
I can’t believe it has been half a year since I’ve been at Hurlstone =O It feels like time has passed by really fast and year 12 is drawing nearer. I'm really grateful to have befriended all the people I've met at Hurlstone, you guys are awesome!
And of course I still love all my macfield buddies XD
Well, yesterday was the last day of term 2. Lei, Jamie, Michelle and many other people were reading 'The miraculous journey of Edward Tulane'.. hmm maybe I should read it too. We had to combine with another class for English so I didn’t do much except read FGT. Emerson came in English late today which proves that he’s shifty LOLS :).
I had art and remembered to wear on gloves today when I was using the super glue x) Chem was a bludge cos we played a game, in which I had no participation in at all. Then we bludged in Ag as well; we listened to music from Geoff’s phone and Geoff and little Vincent were singing to Tong Hua and talked… Me and Joanne went through Irvin’s bag and stole his pencil case and diary so I could tag it xD hahaha and we were acting really sus at the beginning of lunch so Irvin could get hints, but then he caught me tagging his diary so I had to give him back all the stuff we stole hehehe^^ Then Joanne went missing :O and Himakshi and I went looking for her but then we found her and we talked then ran in the rain to the art rooms so I that I could get my VAPD x]
In music, Thang and I were attempting to play a duet with the ‘Amelie’ song and ‘Marriage D’ amour’, but we failed miserably because we couldn’t get part of the timing right and it was hard to separate the treble and bass. So we kept trying and eventually we had it in the bag :D
Ben and Hayden then tried to take my gloves off, Ryan ‘threatened’ to tickle me so I outstretched my hands due to fear of being tickled… but seeing as Ben’s and Hayden’s hands are like almost twice the size of my hand, the gloves didn’t fit bwahahaha.
Closed weekend today, so we finished early and I was planning to just go home because I didn’t want to be the only girl going to play bowling with the guys that were going. So Joanne being the good friend that she is, spontaneously got off at Livo station so that I won’t be the only girl. XD Omfish Thank you so much again Joanne! I mean, she already DOES livo bowling for sport and she’s sick of it. BUT she went off she that I would go as well xD Yeah, then we realised Thang’s younger sister Grace was going as well since she had to stay with her brother… awww and I noticed Thang kept on turning around to look at his sister, to keep an eye on her :) how sweet!!
But me playing bowling was an invitation for public humiliation =.=” OMG, Dylan is soo good at bowling! I didn’t even get a strike and he got heaps! Little Vincent sillily threw an extra bowling into the lane in the last round while Nick was having his turn and it didn’t make it to the end so it was sort of stuck AND so on my last go, I tried to aim for the direction of the extra bowling ball and WHAT A FLUKE! The ball I threw went into the bumper place and hit the extra bowling ball and they both rolled forward JUST in time before the metal thing that clears the pins went down x) hahah… My shoe size is the same size as Joanne’s and Michelle’s! Mine and Joanne’s shoes were so small that it was the kid’s shoes as it had strappy things instead of shoe laces.
Then Joanne and Big Vincent left, then Thang and his sister left and the rest of us (Me, Irvin, Nick, Emerson, little Vincent, Dylan) went to Westfields so that the others could get food :D My mummy called and said she was at the bottom floor, in the food court area. So then I said bye and went downstairs and bought a Salmon Sushi Box then met up with my mummy and we went to Big-W to buy my daddy’s birthday present.
As we were going down the escalator to the bottom floor, my mummy saw someone with the same coloured blazer on as Hurlstone’s uniform walking towards the fruit market. Seeing as we were going to walk out to the car park anyway, I was squinting to see whose back I was looking at…and then I realised it was THANG! He was walking with a few of his siblings and LOL he didn’t notice I was behind until we walking out of the automatic doors! Hahah, he turned around to scan for someone else, turned back forward, then he must've realised he saw someone that looked familiar and quickly turned around again to make sure, saw me and smiled, then quickly turned back to the front and I swear he was walking faster! AHAHAHAHA dog.
Then we went home and blew up balloons and decorated the living room! Me and my brother had a race to see who coud blow up a balloon to a good size and tie it properly…and mine POPPED! ><” We ate dinner and THEN had the cake an hour later due to my dad internetting for songs ;P and took many family muck up photos… it was fun xDD At one point, my mummy was attempting to sit on my lap to take the photo, but she was heaaaaaaavy and it hurted! so I ended up sitting on her lap ;) Then me and my brother were being idiots and then we took some luvos =D
AND TODAY IS JOANNE’S AND MINE 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY since we first met! xD
HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY BLUE TACK!!
and today is also 5 months since I was last at Macfields High…a day filled with tears but, I left the school with a smile and swollen eyes, happy that I had been at that school for all my junior years! DAMN, I miss the school! hehehe^^ sneek in on Celebration Day! yupyup
OFF to piano lessons now ;)
P.S HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY for AMERICA because right now, it’s the afternoon of the 4th of July in America hehehe^^
Here are some pics of my face to enjoy yourselves with ;)


Labels: birthday, family, food, fun, happy, station
Jokes and Fish
Friday, July 4, 2008
I should really think before I say anything to anybody and even though I’ve gone through this lesson a million times before, it still happens of course… I guess it's just human nature to be like that, but I’ll definitely be more cautious now.
Actually, it was a good thing this happened, so now I know what not to do and I’ll be more cautious with what comes out of my mouth or what I type =)
Anyways, overall it was an excellent accomplished day xD
In art, I finally started on my model, but I dopeyly forgot to wear gloves so I had heaps of superglue on my fingers x)
Then Joanne, Thang and I were ‘studying’ for Truongs trig test in Chem haha.
Omg, David Angela and Wendy drew a really pretty ginormous card for their Japanese teacher because it’s her last day tomorrow… the card was so nice =DD
Joanne was trying to teach me how to do part of the Truongs hw during lunch, and Khoi and Jamie told jokes which were actually funny hehehe :D
Then in English, I drew a sun with sunnies on, on the corner of my book…then Irvin wrote ‘That’s hot’ next to it LOLS… yes I know, sounds lame, but I reckon it's cool xD
Met with Macfielders today. I don’t know, but I felt really out of place as soon as I saw them. Of course, I was excited and happy to see them, but I wasn’t really myself today… I just felt really out of place, like the odd one out so I didn’t really interact with them as much as I usually do… I’m glad I saw them though.
I nearly missed the T-way and after I swiped my card, there was Tu! Sitting in the T-way trying to pretend to hide his face LOL but I saw him anyway :P
I studied non-stop from since I got home to when I had dinner, but when I was at truongs I was still really nervous, despite all the help that was given. Louis, Gary and Thang, on the other hand, were all calm! Likewhut. Louis said I was slowly spreading my contagious nervousness, so I started pacing instead of hyperventilating.
BUT the test was fine! And what’s better? Truong didn’t pick on me today at all! And I actually understood everything he taught today and I thought it was quite easy xD MUST have been the Omega-3 Fish oil tablet I took during dinner today xP SPEAKING of fish, one of the formulas Truong taught today related to fish ahahah… so its easy for me to remember as, if you haven’t already noticed, I LOVE fish :D and he was also in a good mood today so he told jokes, which, to be honest, were preeetty lame hahahah =] but it really lightened the atmosphere.
Tomorrow, I shall come to school with my lollipop bag, so that Jamie’s bunny bag has some food xD
It will also be my daddy’s birthday!
AND the last day of term 2 :)
Labels: friends, happy, school
Happy =)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Awesome day today.
I got a Hawaiian turtle key ring from Michelle =D and in music, we did a 30 second composition where we had the whole lesson to compose a mini song... all the groups had hilarious compositions except for my group cos we had singers in our group. Spaz, Anne, Ryan and David’s group’s song was totally awesome! x) and Angela and I kept on stuffing up our parts in our song performace lol
In ice skating, I learnt how to amateurishly skate backwards with the help of little vincent :D (looks more like im waddling backwards) and then I walked with Ashley and some other guys to the T way bus stop at Miller, so I got home at around 2.45pm =)
Thats all I can reveal ;)
And a Happy Birthday to Andrew, Carmen and Joseph today!
Goodnight
Labels: bus, happy, ice skating
Better days will come
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
There were a lot of ups and downs for one day today. My grandma passed away a few weeks after my birthday last year and it was my grandma’s 88th birthday today.
Usually, my family and I travel to Vietnam and vacate there for 2 weeks every year to spend time with her. Two weeks face-to-face time is all I have every year with her and although we sometimes webcam and chat to each other one or twice monthly, it's really not that much time at all. Since she’s not there in Vietnam anymore, we haven’t gone back this year. It’ll feel so weird going back, even just to visit my other relatives, with her absence. We'll probably not go back there in a long while.
I know this sounds really cliched, but you really don't realise what you have and what you'll miss until it's gone. I regret not spending enough time with her, talking to her and just letting her know how much she means to me. I don't really wanna elaborate on this since this is the interweb and all, but yeah.
You know those types of days where a crappy feeling latches onto you early in the day and sticks to you for the rest of the day and you can't shake it off? Well, it was like that.
I lost my temper a lot today and I feel really bad for the people who were on the receiving end. It was an utterly awful day, but I will be back to normal tomorrow hopefully.
Labels: grandma