11.11
Friday, October 30, 2009
If I strum chords, would you sing a song with me?
Thursday, October 29, 2009
The world is so full of distracting things, particularly when you need to do something important. Nope, I'm not talking about studying. Pfftt screw study. (I'm gonna regret saying this tomorrow =p) I've come to realise that I'm always asserting the responsibility of doing something, on someone else.
I hate responsibility. Depends on what type of responsibility it is, but I usually shun away from attaining the responsibility of doing a task where you're heavily depended upon. When people depend on you and expect alot from you, it may turn out rewarding if you did the task properly. But it sucks balls when you stuff up. What if there was no one to throw the task to though? And then you actually DO stuff up. Maybe I'm just too "safe". I mean, it's probably worth the risk of stuffing up and getting chopped by that person, to get something rewarding out of it.
Idk. I was just feeling a bit low today. ..i wish i had more confidence in myself.
When you have low moments like these, and you tell someone about it, you realise how easily you can take things for granted. Sometimes we don't notice the trivial things people do for us, and with the thought of them possibly not being with you in the near future anymore makes you realise how much you might lose and how much they have helped you. I have wonderful people around me who are always there for me and cheer me up whenever I am in a shitty mood. Thanks guys <3
Idk. I was just feeling a bit low today. ..i wish i had more confidence in myself.
When you have low moments like these, and you tell someone about it, you realise how easily you can take things for granted. Sometimes we don't notice the trivial things people do for us, and with the thought of them possibly not being with you in the near future anymore makes you realise how much you might lose and how much they have helped you. I have wonderful people around me who are always there for me and cheer me up whenever I am in a shitty mood. Thanks guys <3
Oh look, it's a snail traffic jam
I just thought the picture looks pretty, even if its slugs with shells
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happy birthday obibi-chan and trang!
I just thought the picture looks pretty, even if its slugs with shells~
happy birthday obibi-chan and trang!
Labels: life
HBD and maths
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
first off, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY THANG AND CHUNKIE :)
Maths extension one exam was today. All I can say is BOS, GO DIE.
I didn't bring home the question booklet today, because yesterday I brought home the 2u one and I spent hours being a loser and recalculating stuff and counting up the marks I potentially lost.
So being the very wise person I am, I went on boREDofstudies and looked at Terry Lee's solutions for today's paper. Smart move =="
"a word of advice, if you kill a frog, no matter how much you dissect it, or in what fancy way you take it apart, the frog isnt coming back to life. move on and worry about other frogs yet to come" - some dude who commented on boredofstudiesThanks maaan.
*sheds tear for maths* okay. im over it.
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5th nov, 5.01pm :DD
Impending doom
Saturday, October 10, 2009
So technically, I have about 9-10 days left until my first external HSC exam - agriculture. What's disappointing, is that I had expected myself to be stressed enough by this stage to actually work my ass off and hardcore it out. Sadly, this has not be the case at all.
This past week, if anything, has been filled with attempted 'studying' with the infiltration of various ways of bludging, and food binging. If I have gained any new knowledge this week, it is the discovery of even more different ways to procrastinate. Just terrific. Maybe I need isolate myself and lock myself up in a room only with my notes- but even then, I would somehow find a way to procrastinate, like using my notes to do origami or something. This sucks ass.
The true meaning of studying:
Studying = Student + Dying
If I continue like this, I'm gonna fail fo sho =( I mean I know I care about my HSC, but I'm not doing anything about it. WHEREFORE ART THOU, MR. MOTIVATION!?!
I realised I have neglected a couple of my subjects, particularly maths and English. On the topic of subjects, English has got to be the most retarded subject to ever exist. I reckon it's the hardest subject to study for too. For other subjects, it's just information and data you memorise, and with practice, answering past hsc questions shouldn't be too bad.
But with English, I could be staring at my empty sheet of paper or my blank computer screen opened up on word, for hours. You have to actually THINK :(
Mental blockage is so lame. And would it even benefit me in the future to know that John Donne was a woman-crazed, jealous-filled squat? I think nottttt.
Point is, I DONT KNOW HOW TO STUDY PROPERLY *cries
Okay, I'll stop whinging and actually go do something more productive now.
I hope you guys are having more luck studying than me right now.
BYE
Now *that's* what you call fail +.+